10 月 23 日和 24 日，我與同事一同前往仁壽、眉山出差。這本是一次尋常的工作之旅，然而其中發(fā)生的一些事，卻讓我心生諸多感慨。

在出差的過程中，晚上同事范某察覺到我身體似乎有些不適，可我自己卻毫無感覺。這份來自同事的細(xì)心關(guān)懷，讓我心中暖流涌動(dòng)。第二天，單位領(lǐng)導(dǎo)竟也打來電話慰問我，那一刻，我深深感受到了來自集體的溫暖。

此時(shí)，我不禁回想起從五月至今，這已然過去的六個(gè)月。這段時(shí)間里，我一直奔波忙碌，未曾停歇。手術(shù)后兩個(gè)月，身體本就虛弱的我，竟還遭遇了科主任的惡言相向。他當(dāng)著外人罵我怪話“媽的屁”，那刻，我的心仿佛墜入冰窖。如今，身體仿佛在發(fā)出警示，告訴我是時(shí)候該適可而止，該讓它好好休息了。

在工作中，我們常常全身心投入，力求把每一項(xiàng)任務(wù)都完成得盡善盡美。然而，有時(shí)卻忽略了身體的承受能力。就像這六個(gè)月來，我為了工作全力以赴，卻忘了給自己留一些喘息的空間。這讓我思考，工作固然重要，但健康才是一切的基礎(chǔ)。如果沒有良好的身體狀態(tài)，又如何能高效地完成工作，實(shí)現(xiàn)自己的職業(yè)目標(biāo)呢？

想到領(lǐng)導(dǎo)的安慰和范某的關(guān)心，再對(duì)比那位在我手術(shù)后盼我不好、甚至惡語相向的科主任，心中更是感慨萬千?！缎慕?jīng)》中云：“心無掛礙，無掛礙故，無有恐怖。”那科主任心中充滿了惡念與狹隘，才會(huì)有如此不堪的想法和行為。而領(lǐng)導(dǎo)和范某，他們心懷善意與關(guān)懷，讓我在這疲憊的時(shí)刻感受到了人間的真情。

“疾風(fēng)知?jiǎng)挪?，板蕩識(shí)誠臣?！痹诶Ь持校侥苷嬲辞迦诵牡纳茞?。領(lǐng)導(dǎo)和范某就如那堅(jiān)韌的勁草，在我需要的時(shí)候，給予我支持與溫暖。而那科主任，卻如同狂風(fēng)中的落葉，迷失了自己的本心。

《金剛經(jīng)》里說：“一切有為法，如夢(mèng)幻泡影，如露亦如電，應(yīng)作如是觀?！比松械臉s辱得失，就像那短暫而虛幻的泡影。那科主任的惡意，終究會(huì)如泡影般消散；而領(lǐng)導(dǎo)和范某的真情，卻會(huì)如明燈照亮我前行的路。

經(jīng)歷了這一切，我更加明白，在這紛繁復(fù)雜的世界中，我們要珍惜那些真心關(guān)愛我們的人，遠(yuǎn)離那些心懷惡意的人。要用一顆寬容和善良的心去面對(duì)生活中的種種，不為惡念所擾，不為挫折所困。

“沉舟側(cè)畔千帆過，病樹前頭萬木春。”生活總是充滿希望的，即使遭遇困境，也總會(huì)有新的機(jī)遇和美好在等待著我們。我要調(diào)整好自己的狀態(tài)，以更加積極的心態(tài)去迎接未來的挑戰(zhàn)，用健康的身體和飽滿的精神去回報(bào)那些關(guān)心我的人。

愿我們都能在人生的旅途中，保持一顆清明的心，分辨善惡，珍惜真情，無畏風(fēng)雨，勇敢前行。

"Thoughts and Warmth During the Business Trip"

On October 23rd and 24th, I went on a business trip to Renshou and Meishan with my colleagues. This was supposed to be an ordinary business trip, but some of the things that happened made me have many thoughts and feelings.

During the business trip, in the evening, my colleague Fan noticed that my body seemed a little unwell, but I myself didn't feel it. This careful concern from my colleague made a warm current flow in my heart. The next day, the leader of our unit even called to console me. At that moment, I deeply felt the warmth from the collective.

At this time, I can't help but recall the past six months since May. During this period, I have been constantly on the go and never stopped. Two months after the surgery, when my body was still weak, I was even subjected to the bad words of the department director. He scolded me with strange words "Damn it" in front of outsiders. At that moment, my heart seemed to fall into an ice cellar. Now, my body seems to be warning me that it's time to stop when appropriate and let it have a good rest.

In work, we often devote ourselves wholeheartedly and strive to complete every task perfectly. However, sometimes we ignore the body's endurance. Just like in the past six months, I went all out for work but forgot to leave some breathing space for myself. This makes me think that although work is important, health is the foundation of everything. Without a good physical condition, how can we complete the work efficiently and achieve our career goals?

Thinking of the comfort from the leader and the concern from Fan, and comparing with the department director who wished me ill and even spoke ill of me after my surgery, my heart is filled with even more emotions. It is said in the "Heart Sutra": "With no attachments, because of no attachments, there is no terror." The department director's heart was full of evil thoughts and narrow-mindedness, which led to such unbearable thoughts and behaviors. But the leader and Fan, with kindness and care in their hearts, made me feel the true feelings of the world at this tired moment.

"Strong wind reveals the strength of grass; troubled times test the loyalty of officials." Only in difficult situations can we truly see the goodness and evilness of people's hearts. The leader and Fan are like the tough grass, giving me support and warmth when I need it. But that department director is like a fallen leaf in the strong wind, losing his true self.

It is said in the "Diamond Sutra": "All conditioned phenomena are like a dream, an illusion, a bubble, and a shadow. They are like dew and lightning, and should be regarded thus." The honors and losses in life are like the short and illusory bubbles. The evil intentions of that department director will eventually dissipate like bubbles; but the true feelings of the leader and Fan will be like a bright lamp illuminating my way forward.

After experiencing all this, I understand even more that in this complicated world, we should cherish those who truly care about us and stay away from those with evil intentions. We should face all kinds of things in life with a forgiving and kind heart, not disturbed by evil thoughts and not trapped by setbacks.

"By the side of the sunken boat, thousands of sails pass by; before the withered tree, thousands of trees thrive." Life is always full of hope. Even if we encounter difficulties, there will always be new opportunities and beauties waiting for us. I need to adjust my state, face the future challenges with a more positive attitude, and repay those who care about me with a healthy body and full spirit.

May we all keep a clear heart during the journey of life, distinguish good from evil, cherish true feelings, be fearless of wind and rain, and move forward bravely.